Breq, I think, has issues about... Can you call it survivor's guilt? Crippling of self, and survivor's guilt for self and for her loved officer(s), and is there a tiny thought in the back of her head, that ancillaries are kind of expendable? Which doesn't make the hypocrisy any less, of course. *snicker*

(I wish there were a way to make a blank AI computer for her so she could somehow pour herself back into it. There probably isn't.)